Quick update on the vocational school journey. I was approved for a scholarship on monday, the 11th. The hours will be less than what i first anticipated. (18 a week instead of 24, and that little of reduction in hours bit makes such a big difference for me mothering my 7 yr old) I just enrolled today and took an entrance exam. Did good on exam.
I'm excited about moving forward with this. I'm so done running the
I'm ready to settle into the mainstream
and get a good job that will offer me and my daughter a better life
I'm still fair to mid-lin with health: been having episodes of tachycardia at rest
strange sensations in my arms, kind of like they'rre falling asleep or stightly numb and a bit achy,GERD crap, still have hacky dry cough.
Oh, very crabby and moody.....
Pressure/pain in chest, fatigue, arthritis, fevers, ulcers in my nose all summer long, and weakness.
I have been falling asleep sitting! sigh.......
> and I've been wicked transposing letters in my words these last few days......... I have the thoughts in my head, and then draw complete blanks, and then transpose letters while typing. I put the liquid dish soap in the cabinet and "microwaved " a plate of food in the fridge
and put a dirty dish back into the cupboard.
All I got to say is thank God I have the food in the freezer as I didn't have to cook anything from scratch. My vacuum cleaner has been sitting in the diningroom for hmmm, three weeks now!
The heat has been off the hook here in California, and now the Delta breezes are flaring my Raynauds!!!! I was wearing two layers of clothes today, and my gloves this morning!!!
No wonder why other
drivers stare at me.
! Gail showed her son a pix of me and he said I was a really white Indian!!!
(I'm mixed blood Mohawk Indian)
My daughter has some type of a bug thing going on, sore throat, ear ache,
fever and I'm taking her to Urgent Care Pedi clinic tomorrow. You know how when the little one's get sick, they whine and cry at the drop of a hat? (Hey! That sounds like me!)
She asked me, "Will they give me a needle tomorrow????" Tears
pouring down her face. I explained that they won't give her any shots tomorrow, just look at her ears and throat. If it's bacterial, they'll RX antibiotics for her, and she'll start feeling like normal within a few days.
Yet, inspite of these frustrating pains and fatigue, I still have many blessings in my life. Even when I don't feel a "grateful" I still am blessed.
whew, that's my day today.
Wishing each of you quality days and nights.....